this song and these words have been resonating in me this week. 

there will come a time, you'll see

with no more tears

where love will not break your heart

but dismiss your fears

get over your hill 

and see what you find there

with grace in your heart 

and flowers in your hair

i am in a constant state of renewal 

and also reworking and reinventing

[and of confusing myself]

and of questioning my choice

past and present

and of seeking peace

and of craving patience

and of reaching for the joy i once saw. 

with grace in your heart

and flowers in your hair